Unsaid

I talked about the less disappointing one when I clearly should have talked about the more atomically disappointing one to grab more attention and amazement. Should have but it was too hard to bear.some things are better left unsaid.I couldn't bear to repeat all the drama and be reminded of the things you've done.

palace of your own

As strange as it sounds,you're living in your own world.you are the magnificent one with "squirrels" to polish your shoes squeeky clean every day.well,I'm definitely not jealous as i've got my own two hands to polish my own shoes.
It's a blessing in disguise you know. After all these silent deep thoughts about you every night made me realise a couple of facts and i'm finally going to face up to reality.yeap,simply speaking, I've been imagining alot of "what ifs" in my head and now's the point in life not to care and leave those misery behind no matter how hurt& crushed you are. (like a crushed recycled paper,second class/quality) yah. I feel like I'm "second hand".(full stop to the endless misery by treating it as a blessing) full stop..................................

Unexpected / expected. It's want you think of it. Your decision.your way of leading.your life. Your mistakes.your corrections. Your learning. Your benefits.your sadness. Your happiness. Your future. Your income&profits. Your losses.your,your,your,self.............it's what you want to gain from it. It's all about what you make of it. Lead it your way

polka dotted birthday