better

looking back,i had a choice of leading the correct path,but i chose to walk the path less taken.thankfully,i woke up to my senses late but better than never.now,i've chose the path,the one best suited.hopefully,it won't be another mistake.not in the mood to type out a junk full of words.LAZY!

There's always something

I've been rather happy these few days. My efforts paid off .I'm doing this for myself and not for anyone else. That's what I finally figured out after 10 or 11 years of schooling?I made sacrifices on my own free will. Some which are extraordinarily hard to make. Look where I am now. I'm proud of myself but not overly proud like duhhhh. There's always room for improvement.pray for the other papers.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

exams are over.yea....i know,a super delayed post.kinda lazy to update this space but nonetheless,im here.situations in life are getting better but some are left dangling,better forgotten.while at times, might seem troubling.you know how ppl curse and swear behind your backs,always acting like the innocent party who apparently does not know how to appreciate any living kind.weird huh,how our "relationship" separates like those of the divergent plates,how we'll just be separated by a little puddle like ocean but no one wants to move a step forward.it's difficult to be reminded of the words and yet be blamed for it?hell no, what's wrong with you or me or anyone.life is complicated but only because there are humans.if i were a boy~~~~~i'd have a better life maybe?but nah!i'd rather be who i am today,to get a taste of perfection,bitterness and the feeling of drama.friends who stay, and friends who are not worth the chase.i've got too many things on my mind but just no time to think about them.this year, i'm like a prisoner,except that i was the one who chose to cage myself up.i made sacrifices by not meeting my girls although i really wanted to.and for that,i'm truly sorry my girls.i promise i'll be out of my "cage" soon.well, i would really love to write how i truly feel here but blogs are not private anymore.(that's one of the reason why i don't blog often)
okay.TATA!XOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXXOOXchunny chun chun!

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! I really did wanted to specially dedicate a post with pictures for my mum but. I can't use my comp!thus I'm blogging from my phone. Well no celebration this week as my dad just left for bk and it's the exam period. So......next week! At least it gives me time to get Her a present.exam is.....dreadful yet, time passes so fast.few more papers left. A lil freedom after! My life has been constantly accelerating.which is a good thing.speaking of which, my blog posts seem to be decelerating. I'll be back!

Unsaid

I talked about the less disappointing one when I clearly should have talked about the more atomically disappointing one to grab more attention and amazement. Should have but it was too hard to bear.some things are better left unsaid.I couldn't bear to repeat all the drama and be reminded of the things you've done.

palace of your own

As strange as it sounds,you're living in your own world.you are the magnificent one with "squirrels" to polish your shoes squeeky clean every day.well,I'm definitely not jealous as i've got my own two hands to polish my own shoes.
It's a blessing in disguise you know. After all these silent deep thoughts about you every night made me realise a couple of facts and i'm finally going to face up to reality.yeap,simply speaking, I've been imagining alot of "what ifs" in my head and now's the point in life not to care and leave those misery behind no matter how hurt& crushed you are. (like a crushed recycled paper,second class/quality) yah. I feel like I'm "second hand".(full stop to the endless misery by treating it as a blessing) full stop..................................

Unexpected / expected. It's want you think of it. Your decision.your way of leading.your life. Your mistakes.your corrections. Your learning. Your benefits.your sadness. Your happiness. Your future. Your income&profits. Your losses.your,your,your,self.............it's what you want to gain from it. It's all about what you make of it. Lead it your way