Maybe forever

Some things are meant to last an eternity, a life time, forever.
While others are forever but with a maybe filled with uncertainty.
The unlucky ones are never. That just so sad ain't it? The people you detest so much are the ones clouding your thoughts
while the ones you love may be unconsciously forgotten.

I am, of course lying in bed, mind filled with thoughts about how humans react to different situations and it's just so puzzling.

Skeleton you are my friend
But you are made of bone
And you have got no flesh and blood
Running through you to help protect the bone
Skeleton we have been friends for years
And you have seen me through some trials
And tribulations and some tears
But everybody thinks I’m weird
And I should have known
That it wouldn’t be long
Until you, you’ve got me standing in an awkward position
With unwanted attention and a need for explanation
And it’s not that I’m letting go of you
But I don’t know what to do
Skeleton we are so close
But you have got no body
So why do you insist on wearing clothes
Skeleton when we were young
It was easy
Even though the other kids
They would tease me
But I was only seven I had you
But now I’m twenty-two‘
Cause sometimes at night,I dream of the most terrible things
I take a hammer and I creep out of bed
And I raise it highAnd I smash your head
Fibular and tubular
And ribs and cages, too
In fact, while I’m hereI’ll smash the whole of you
Smaaaaaaaaaaash !But Skeleton, you are my friend
And I could never bring your life to an end
Yes Skeleton you are, you are my friend
And I will be there for you until the end
And even though, when I take you out
You’ve got me, you’ve got me standing in an awkward position
With unwanted attention and a need for explanation
I could, I could never let you go
And that is all I know

(via saaaaam)

strawberry,vanilla hot choco.(photo diary)

Dream

I want to go to a place far way where dreams exist and the wind free of pollution.
Wake up in the morning to feel the sun bathing my cheeks with the creamy soft ray.
Fields full of strawberries, tomatoes,blueberries plucked freshly by hand.
Backyards where beautiful birds chirp and peck on the seeds
grass so fine, you'll mistake for a bed.
Buildings so ancient, you feel the absence of time.
People of great magnanimity, too hard to believe.
Dinner so sumptuous you forget about starvation.
All these exist in a place I hope to visit in November. Till then, these are
the memories I can only keep.

please ignore my stupid face/fake smile/whatever

it's tilo's birthday!!!!!it will be in a few hours.found a folder containing all of tilo's pictures in my dad's computer.super cool and i found loads of pictures to make up a memorable post at the end of this year.the excitement is boiling inside me already.to give you a sneak peek, the folders actually contain pictures far worst than the one on top.there was even a folder "celestine thru the years" that my dad had created so can you imagine how awful/amusing the pictures are?

happy birthday wanz.love you for being you.love you for never failing to put a smile on my face.love you for always being there for me.love you.love you.love you.SEXY X INFINITY!!!!

Glasses

You need the lens to see clearly.without them, you're as good as blind. As time passes by, we grow dependent on them.however, good things never last and that one clear image, that clear, smooth lens would be exposed to wear & tear. This is when do you realise who you really are and what you really see behind those lens. The lens are always false illusions. Only one who wears them would be able to get to see the real truth and experience what it's like, being dependant on them and having to discard them when their degrees do not suit your eyes anymore.order a new spectacles of a higher degree and grow dependent again. This cycle goes on until the right spectacles comes along.

I feel as though a black hole might just suck me up anytime. I have to act fast, plan for the worst and keep a little faith in my pockets.