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( pictures via papertissue.)

nolstalgia never fails to reappear in my mind then dispondency fills my soul.but this change in life,mindset would get me far away from the dirt cold shivers i've been getting right now.it's unfortunately forlorn that actions are not greater than words in this case or else bliss would have taken over.

ps.sorry syuhrah,my printer cannot crop or whatever that is ,so i can't scan a full picture of you and paul.i'm really not good at handling I.T.

The whole world does not evolve around you. Spare a thought for others and repay back the kindness. Give in to society. Embrace change and your soul would be enlightened.you'll look back and see how much of a better person you are. It's amazing seeing one become so happy just by giving a token of appreciation.

Life

Life's so complicated. I feel like I'm being place in a maze Trying to find a door, hoping it'll be the right exit to heaven.
I don't like it one bit.
Life's cruel. People are being judged based in their looks instead of who they are inside.that's the reason why people starve themselves just to please everyone around them. They become sick of themselves till their minds get haywire.
Life's like a box of chocolates. You'll never know if you'll get a bitter dark chocolate or a sweet caramel filled chocolate.you'll only realise which one's the bitter one and sweet one after you've had a taste of both. Then you'll be able to make your decision on which you prefer.
I wish life was like a Venetian ball. Everyone's all masked and you're unable to have a peek of who the person is. Only after long of meetings do you realise his/her character and judge him/ her based on their inner beauty, their soul.if only.... But that'll never happen.
Sometimes people wear unnecessary mask just to hide their feelings trying not to get hurt or to hurt the other when the truth is, it'll hurt both but everyone knows it's for the better. Maybe?
Life's playing on repeat. The same old thing happens over and over again. It never seems to end. Drama sad cry happy drama sad cry happy. That's the way life is. I can continue on about what life is but nah... Nights.

oppsy!the pictures below are kinda in a weird arrangement due to the lack of blogging experience and the foreign usage of blogger to upload pictures.to sum up last week, 313 the hand burger with shandy on friday and 313 again on sunday to meet the lovely girls.all photos taken with my new camera.i've yet to upload the polaroid pictures taken yesterday but i don't know how to(dumb noob in IT).till then,toodlesssssssssssssssssss.

My dad

I can't express how thankful, proud, fortunate I am to have a father like you, dad. I'm deeply sorry for worrying you with my studies and attitude in the previous years.it must have really been hard for you not even being able to talk to me in the past. You've always been there for me no matter what,supporting me all the way in my endeavours.in the past, you used to prevent me from doing certain things but you were just trying to protect me from the nasty side of life and you had to bear with my hatred then for accusing you of not giving me enough freedom.You always tried your very best to get me back on the correct path of life and I've definitely caused you sleepless nights due to my lies before.sorry dad for all the problems I caused you before and thankyou for not giving up on me.


My father is my role model.and I'm definitely a daddy's girl. Up till now, i'll hold my father's hands when we go out in public like how it was when I was a little girl. Although we were given stares, I didn't care and I never will. It's just hilarious seeing peoples reactions.
There was a point of time when my dad and I were so far apart that we didn't communicate at all. But after all the problems, we grew much much closer. And now, I can tell him anything. He practically knows everything about my life and it feels great being able to tell him anything and everything without having to hide or lie about.

In the future, I hope I'll meet and marry a guy just like my dad.
Love you dad. Happy fathers' day

xoxoxo, your baby

Short-term

Perhaps it was apathy.coupled with the thought that everyone is within your grasp of power. And I couldn't care less.