ok.well my today girls came to my place today.

i'm not allowed to post the pics cos it can only be seen by us.

unglam pics luh duh!

to bad you cant see them.

anw i'm dead beat!

nights people!

saw it,read it and cried in guilt.
yes i'm feeling guilty.
my best friends were there to console me which was the lucky part
or else my pillow would be soaked with tears.yuck!
seriously.you make me feel so guilty but i've got my reasons too.
i know that there are many more people calling me a bitch or a whore now.
but i dont give a f**k.
i'm seriously pissed already and i cant be bothered with people hating me.
i seemed to have improved in my subjects all except maths which i failed by 4 bloody marks.
whatever people.think of me in which ever way i like.
i know who i am, which is the most important thing.i wont try to remove that impression of me in your mind.
i'm stressed,stressed and stressed.
no point regretting about the past any longer.
there's no use cause things would never be the same.
i feel like a whole different person.some how more lively than before.
but i dont seem to understand why i'm this way.
no emotions run through me.
damn it.
somehow i know you and i would be able to move on even without each other.
it's all my fault,yes i know i'm an uber evil,useless, person.or whatever you wna call me

celestine is in pain!

i hurt my pinkee while playing bball with my dad.

it's frigging painful.i've been really clumsy these few days.

first i forgot in had tuition on wed.second,i left my shoe bag in the taxi on the same day.
thankfully the driver was kind enough to return.thirdly,my i phone blacked out all of a sudden

and when i called singtel,they said i didn't press some button to on it back.

celestine is officially blur,lag and now clumsy.gosh.

i'm going for korean lessons soon!just finding a language centre that's near my house.who knows any?

ohoh did i mention,my cousin appeared in CLEO megazine?

there wear phrases like "she must enjoy sex" when he was asked to describe his ideal first lady.

but that was all add on's by the editor to make things juicer.haha.

hello!i'm back!i'm sorry people for making you guys bored of bigbang's photos appearing whenever you enter my page.well,i'm finally back after a few weeks i guess.anyway,today i went out with jaslyn,sharlene,wanyi,geena,eugene,yingzhong and erman to....the "flea" market at clarke quay.daomin could not come due to an incident.cheerup girl!i love you!ok.anw i had super elephant loads of fun bargaining with the shop keepers there.some blouses where at 3bucks!super nice.and of cos i didnt leave empty handed.i bought 2 bags of clothes.haha.i wna go to more of such events again!we cam-whored!as expected.haha.left clarke quay to novena while the rest headed to orchard as i had to visit my grandma in the hopital.something damn funny happened.as i was exiting velocity,there was this angmoh guy doing survey and he approached me.

angmoh:hello miss i was wondering....

me:sorry i'm in a hurry to somewhere

angmoh:it's ok.btw you've got a nice smile and you look so pretty*wink*

me:laugh and laugh while walking away.

somehow i couldnt stop laughing.

okok.so when i went to visit my ahma,she seemed much healthier and energetic then ever!

.and the funny thing was that she told my brother to eat some honey dew and she said it would be able to make him smart,end up, she was the one who ate it.haha..ok.i'm off to bed now.need some sleep.