milky monday

xmas samx

photo grabbed from DM'S bloggy.stay tuned for more:)

handsomezzzzzz

after our basketball match,we returned to school in a rather super HIGH mood and our mood got from high to ultra high when we saw celebs in our school.ooooooh!!!!he is so cute!i remembered watching the new year programme with bernice and we were squealing like mad girls upon seeing him on the screen cause he is just cute!!!

i hate my life!!!okay sorry for some like emo shit but really,teachers scoldings,naggings,school ,sickness,.........................i can go on complaining for hours but i shall be positive and not be like some old aunty.they say,when you complain too much,you'll get old faster.i dont wna have wrinkles like lindsey lohan!NONO.okay.this sunday out with girls.need a break.sleeping time.nightzzzzzzzzzz.

love you two forevazzzzzzzzzzz.

friends

humans are naturally self scented beings.imagine this.if there was a war now,with a shortage of food and water,do you think that your loved ones would give in to you?of course your own flesh and blood would.but the rest?in reality,they won't.they would think of themselves first,fighting for their own survival.only at times like these,would you be able to know their true colours.funny huh.when everything is fine like today,everyone would just give in to one another,help one another,care for one another,say you love one another when it may all just collapse anytime.so why make friends?because somehow,there's still a little hope in everyone that these people they call friends would help them in times of misfortunes.and to also go through the thick and thins in life together.

don't say sorry.

i'm lying in bed,with nothing to do.my whole body aches and my forehead's so hot it feels like it make be taken for a stove.if you've been following my tweet, you would have known that i've got a fever.my temperature started rising on wednesday but it had gone down,so i assumed i was well enough to go to school on thursday.i swore i took my temperature before heading to school and it was 37 degrees.little did i know that it started rising till i couldn't feel my own fingers.i took my temperature during recess and it was freaking 39.4.i rang up my mum but she couldn't fetch me as she was in a meeting.i felt so helpless that i burst into tears-that explains why i cried yesterday.
2nd week of school and my health's not good.i've always been healthy.well,my immune system seems to be weak this year,or maybe whenever my dad's not around.it simply seems too unrealistic that whenever my dad's not around,my family's bound to get sick.many think that i'm just too stressed out with the pressure that i'm putting myself through.this year=no play time,no fun.
i'm really trying to find time to balance out friends,school and studies.i'm deeply afraid that i'll grow apart from my lovely girls.and i realised,some friends are just there only when they need you ,but not when you need them.all they care about is themselves.thinking about all these things makes me feel extremely exhausted.

my holga december.

if you look closer,you'll figure that the lights are back lights of cars.

shoes going for 100 baht in thailand which is $4 in sg

yummy BBQ squids on the road side.

the mrt again

fedoras selling at $4.super reasonable.


my aiming failed somehow.forgot to always leave a gap.

i lok like i've got highlights in my hair.weird.i look oooolllllllddddddddddddddd.



love this photo of my shoes.super nice right?

kite flying.such a beauty.

adore the effects.sharzzz you better love me for taking this picture.




major blurness




brother's birthday dinner.

i look like im crying.

blur again

lesson learnt.always use flash no matter what.and do not use coloured flash during the night.it spoils the whole picture.okay.have a good day everyone.i'm exhausted from the flea today.

2009 & 2010

in 2009,i've been closer towards my family.much much closer.now,i share with them everything.one of the main reason is because of the trust we have.they've grown to trust me now.well,simply because 2009 was the year of truth.i seldom lied to them as i had nothing to hide from them.it made me feel ultra refreshed just because i no longer had to carry the burden of guilt for lying to them.the other reason why was because there was no "guy" in my life.i learnt to never commit yourself at such a young age.there are too many better fishes in the sea,why do you have to be attached to someone that you know you'll have no future with.i'm back to my primary school thinking "that guys are jerks".not all of course.just some,uncivilized ones.i keep telling my friends that i wna marry an angmoh.hahahha.but it's just a joke you know.in fact,i never wna marry!okay that's a joke too.but isn't it scary imagining yourself getting married to a guy that you'll have to live with until you get old.that's almost impossible now,looking at the divorce rates.and once you get divorce,your child would be affected.that's even scarier.then maybe in the future,it'll be like the old days when men could marry as many wifes as he wanted.wth.okay.that goes to show how my imagination can drift me away.i'm done typing.good night world.looking forward for tomorrow.

2010

happy new year everyone.2010 is here.although i had dreaded for this day to come,i know that there'll be no turning back.my future lies in my own hands.so everything that i'm gna do has to start with me.2010 would the year of change for me.that's mainly one of the reasons why i cut my hair.i decided that i'll change bit by bit and hopefully in maybe a few months time, i'll be a better person.so please everyone of my friends,tell me my bad points so that i'll be able to change.last but not least,have a great year ahead.the rest of my new year's resolutions would be hidden i guess.