clear up that mess you smelly!

willy wello hello.i've kept to my promise that i'll clean my messy room today.so this is before.

and.......................................

AFTER!

well,okay,the upper shelves aren't properly cleared yet but that's because i need to make a trip down to ikea to get some boxes to store those stuffs.nonetheless,isn't it so much cleaner now?i spent my whole afternoon cleaning the table ya know.yeap.seeing how clean it is now makes me happy!i had initially promised my mum,no no.she had apparently made me sign a "contract" that i'll clear the whole mess by the 26th of november but it's done now!no more messy table filled with dusts and ants.yuck right?how did i manage to live in a room filled with ANTS.not any ordinary ants but ANTS THAT STING!eeek.but have no fear,stinging ants days are gone!!!kay,BUUUUAAAAIIIISSSSSSSSSS.

it's over

now that the big o's are over.i feel too free.few months back,i was looking froward to having so much free time to do a hell lot of stuffs like baking,playing ping pong with my brother,going out shopping,reading new books,reading the newspaper,playing a new song on the piano....but now,it seems like i've got too much free time on my hands and i feel so bored without books.it's perfectly normal to feel this way,especially when you've spent the past 10 months or so ,working your ass off.however,i've got this gut feeling that my results won't turn out that pretty.oh gawd!putting that aside,i've made a list of things to do.

1. clear my books.(you'll get to see the mess around my house tmr)
2. clear my closet.
3. find a job
4. read books.
5. read the newspaper
6. jog at least twice every week.
7. bake
8. cook
9. do some house chores
10. decorate my room
11. play the piano
12. last but not least,HANG OUT MY MY GIRLS!

there!hopefully these 12 points would be ticked at the end of this long holiday!shall not let it go to waste or i'll be sure to regret it next time.

my girls

my beautiful girls.these past 4 years of knowing you two have been so eventful.we started out as just normal friends but grew closer over the years.we share our pasts and turn it into jokes that keep us laughing instead of feeling regretful.for this past year,has without a doubt been the most challenging for the three of us.luckily for us,we managed to persevere through it all and still made the effort to remain as close as ever.

syuhrah,you are an amazing person,you've got a unique character that no one else has.being in the same class for 4 awesome years has definitely been filled with alot of excitement,laughter,joyfulness and hardcore fun! we've grown so close that we know each other's character so well.you've been there for me when i shed tears of sadness and you've lent me a listening ear every single time i felt sad or when my mouth was just simply itchy.you know my flaws and have always encouraged me to carry on to strive.we share so many secrets that we trust each other to keep.we share common thoughts for almost every issue.we faced many obstacles through the years together and when you succeeded,i felt proud for you,and when i did,you felt proud for me.no one would replace your spot in my heart babe.i'm sorry for one thing though.remember that time when you were down and i thought that being quiet and not asking would have helped you and you told me it wasn't the first time i kept quiet?(POA).remember?well i'm really sorry for that few times when i didnt question you on how you felt.i should've andi'll do ask from now on,knowing that you feel comfortable with me questioning.last but not least,love you honey bee.bzzzzzzzz.

jaslyn,despite being in different classes,we've still remained as close as ever.do you know how difficult that is.its awesome that we managed to do that,especially when i almost went haywire.you've got a quiet character but when we're hanging out,you'll open up much more and yes we do have loads and loads of hilarious fun.we share common thoughts of people like all the ALs.and you've lent me a helping hand in times of need.we remind each other of our pasts and laugh at them.(red head)you've supported me in my achievements and im really grateful for that.we've shed buckets of tears together,be it of sadness and joy.you're lovely babe.im sorry for the quarrel we had at the beginning of this year.well i can't really remember much of it but i do remember you shed tears because of that and i felt regretful for that.but you know what they say,through quarrels,it makes a relationship stronger.love you sweetheart.

both of you have a huge print in my heart that no one else could have left.the struggles we've faced.all the boy problems and gossips.haha. all those fun times,making fun of our flaws(my long neck).haha.they've definitely made the bond between us stronger.thanks for tolerating my goofy character,the one that goes bonkers at random timings,the side of me that ill only show to you guys.love ya two.muacks muacks.

Maybe forever

Some things are meant to last an eternity, a life time, forever.
While others are forever but with a maybe filled with uncertainty.
The unlucky ones are never. That just so sad ain't it? The people you detest so much are the ones clouding your thoughts
while the ones you love may be unconsciously forgotten.

I am, of course lying in bed, mind filled with thoughts about how humans react to different situations and it's just so puzzling.

Skeleton you are my friend
But you are made of bone
And you have got no flesh and blood
Running through you to help protect the bone
Skeleton we have been friends for years
And you have seen me through some trials
And tribulations and some tears
But everybody thinks I’m weird
And I should have known
That it wouldn’t be long
Until you, you’ve got me standing in an awkward position
With unwanted attention and a need for explanation
And it’s not that I’m letting go of you
But I don’t know what to do
Skeleton we are so close
But you have got no body
So why do you insist on wearing clothes
Skeleton when we were young
It was easy
Even though the other kids
They would tease me
But I was only seven I had you
But now I’m twenty-two‘
Cause sometimes at night,I dream of the most terrible things
I take a hammer and I creep out of bed
And I raise it highAnd I smash your head
Fibular and tubular
And ribs and cages, too
In fact, while I’m hereI’ll smash the whole of you
Smaaaaaaaaaaash !But Skeleton, you are my friend
And I could never bring your life to an end
Yes Skeleton you are, you are my friend
And I will be there for you until the end
And even though, when I take you out
You’ve got me, you’ve got me standing in an awkward position
With unwanted attention and a need for explanation
I could, I could never let you go
And that is all I know

(via saaaaam)

strawberry,vanilla hot choco.(photo diary)

Dream

I want to go to a place far way where dreams exist and the wind free of pollution.
Wake up in the morning to feel the sun bathing my cheeks with the creamy soft ray.
Fields full of strawberries, tomatoes,blueberries plucked freshly by hand.
Backyards where beautiful birds chirp and peck on the seeds
grass so fine, you'll mistake for a bed.
Buildings so ancient, you feel the absence of time.
People of great magnanimity, too hard to believe.
Dinner so sumptuous you forget about starvation.
All these exist in a place I hope to visit in November. Till then, these are
the memories I can only keep.